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Sinner
04:32
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Purge me of my- decreased will to even breathe
(I can't sleep) haunting me taunting me
Awakened everyday with anguish gushing from bloody membranes
I lost my trust, love; fuck all these thoughts in my brain
So cut my capillary veins wide open
Pour the antidote to emotion right in
Can't stand the strife I want to reprimand my mind
I can't fathom to listen, I don't want your opinion
What you call love is nothing but a fallacy
(I can't fathom to listen, I don't want it)
So fix me up another cup of that apathy
Can't stand the strife I want to reprimand my mind
Cleanse me of my bittersweet memories
Please, shut my eyes to sleep
Haunting me taunting me every night
I can't feel anything but spite
Please just shut my eyes
I don't want to be alive
Haunting me taunting me every night
I can’t feel anything
Haunting me taunting me every night
I can't feel anything but spite
Haunting me taunting me every night
I can’t feel anything
Everything that makes me grin is a sin
And I know it I know it show it to me now
If you think you're holier than thou
Everything that makes me grin is a sin
And I know it I know show it to me now
If you think you're holier than thou
Cleanse me of my bittersweet memories
Please, shut my eyes to sleep
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Malnourished
03:28
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I sold my life for love and prosperity
Now all I have is hate and no care for me
And every day is a new endeavor
To keep myself from going under
My hatred builds and grows
Its always digging deeper
And it just goes to show (i mean just look in the mirror)
Everything was a lie
Promises have no keeper
It all just goes to show
It all meant nothing, trickled through my fingers,
Slipped through my hands
That’s just the way that it goes
All I feel is the anxiety that only comes from my own dreams
It’s stealing all the energy I use to stand on my two feet, i’m fucked
I sold my life for love and prosperity
Now all I have is hate and no care for me
And every day is a new endeavor
To keep myself from going under
And it’s always digging deeper
Leaving me six feet under
Malnourished, insipid
I cannot find the words
Your insults encrypted, in the back of my skull it fucking burns
I sold my life to someone that would never do the same
I gave my everything to someone that said I'm to blame
I guess i’ve had enough
I sold my life to someone that would never do the same
I gave my everything to someone that said I'm to blame
Oh woe is me, I can't believe that this is happening
I gave my everything; you will never know my pain
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Dismal
04:12
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Eighteen fucking years full of self doubt
Only thing I do is let myself down
Trying to get better but I don't know how
I wish this would just go away now
When did my self esteem drop so low
How come I don't know how to let go
When did my fucking life fall apart
Why has my life become so dismal
Everyday is just the same fucking routine
So trust in me to ruin everything
I’ll make you want to leave me
My only wish is to be lonely
It's just the best for you
I'm not someone you would want to be with
Watching everyone leave feels bittersweet
It's the best for them but not for me
I always end up feeling empty
But I guess it's better than nothing
I know i'm stuck this way forever
Nothing ever gets better
I’m stuck this way forever
I will never get better
I'll push you away from me so
You will never see the dark in me,
I can't believe
I let you see me this way
It's not too late
For you to leave
I don't want you to see the mess that is me
Everything is so dismal
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S.O.B.
03:26
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For far too long
I've done all that I can
Just to appease you (just to appease you)
Just to please you
And you took it for granted
For far too long
I've done all that I can
Just to appease you (just to appease you)
Just to please you
And you took it for granted
Now there's nothing left
But the thought of you still lingers in my head
The longer you stay makes me wish I was dead
(Wish I dead)
Sit there and let me sing you a song,
About how you all fucking did me wrong
"All of you took something from me,
Now I'm stuck here in this glooming misery
My heart and my soul were easy to get,
My will to live is shit just fucking have it"
Nothing more and nothing less
I am the one who's under the rest
I want to take back what was mine
You son of a bitch
I want to watch you suffer from what I suffered
You can't fucking hide from me, you piece of shit
I see you for who you really are motherfucker
Two faced fucking snake
I want to watch you suffer from what I suffered
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Carcass
04:01
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I've been deceived
By who I say I trust
I've been relieved by the ones
Who want nothing but my guts
Discreet agony is something of direct certainty
So release ambition and lay yourself back to sleep
Staple my eyes closed
So I can't see what I chose
Cause theres no reason anymore
Please break all of my bones
So I can't feel my world
They have slowly injected poison into
My fragile body leaving me empty
Now so apparently you can see me start to bleed
Anguish eternally will be the death of me
I’m losing everything i'm losing all my sleep
Someone please help me
It keeps me sane, but I feel the pain it’s such a deadly chain
I feel so high then I wanna die, I question everything
My head is dead and my mind is lead by everything said
My head is dead and my mind is lead by everything they said
Staring death in the face is something so comforting
Its got this mind twisting all of my reality
Always living in this pain is just starting to drain everything
That occupies my brain
Now my being starts to fade
Who'd thought it be this way
I never thought i’d live a life of gloomy misery
I never thought i’d live a life of gloomy misery
So long to anyone who seeks my happiness
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