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Abysmal
01:53
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Dark thoughts, slowly encroaching violently seizing consciousness. Chipping away at sanity until it's used up and gone. Light up, these demons have become the best of friends. So high numb to the pain of existence patiently waiting for the light at the end. Nothing can stop all these fucked up feelings. Mind always racing fearing the worst.
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Distrust
03:33
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I'm at the end of my rope. Am I the one that's fucked up or is it just this world we live in? Don't test my patience. Worn thin by years of selflessness. One little spark is all it takes to ignite my rage. Now feel my infinite wrath. So many years ago I was a very trusting soul. Now inside my chest beats a black heart with a gaping hole. Use and abuse me. I'll give you everything I don't need anything. Keeping this all inside I don't think I'll be alright. My future doesn't seem so bright with someone like you in my life. Should I keep breathing? If only I could think of a reason. Unable to sleep at night give me some peace of mind. I can't keep on moving mountains for people who don't give a fuck about me. You make me think twice about humanity. If only you could see where I'm coming from. keep on taking until there's nothing left. Selfish fuck I hope you die alone.
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Worthless
03:49
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You are toxic a poisonous leech. Undeserving of being a part of anything regarding me. Selfish close minded thief. Stealing everything, everything but my identity. Well thank fuck for that right? Thank fuck for dad and the small amount of time that he had. You are no longer a part of my life. You are not my family. Your existence means nothing fucking nothing to me. You are worthless No value. Bringing down those around you. It's just an act. It always will be. Get over yourself. Fucked up in the head is such a god damn understatement. Infectious self hatred passed on to the next generation. Life is just a series of bad decisions. Shift the blame avoid the guilt of responsibility. Twisted mind games treating others like personal property. Step the fuck off you know nothing. Who died and made you king? Give back all those years wasted. Remove this voice inside that was created.
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Father
02:26
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Enter the room and hear your ragged breath. See you fading into nothingness. In the corner sits your new friend death. My brothers sobs ringing in my ears a solemn mood hangs in the air. Consoling him stoic I stand. Staring at a gaunt and ashen man. Seeming from another plane where the living dare not tread. These moments feel like years. I begin to wonder when will this be over? The sand in the hourglass slipping away there's not much time left now it's too fucking late. I will never let go of these feelings of sorrow and hate. A piece of my heart broke and decaying. You leave behind so much resentment. It's fucking done. This is your end. I'll never forget seeing your death. Father, goodbye.
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Lotus
03:00
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Someday I will become a monster. You'll say that you love me but you won't want to. Someday I will become a monster. You'll say that you love me but you won't want to. Eyes whited out I won't be able to see. Limbs trembling seeming undead like a zombie. Breathing but lifeless a shell of what once was. A husk of a man long since broken. Mind wiped clean of coherent thought. Becoming a person that I am not. Violent and vulgar with half of a soul it could happen tomorrow or when I grow old. There is no cure for this disease. It seems like misery will get the fucking best of me. Why was I brought into existence? Did you think through your decision? You knew that I would be fucked yet I am still here having these thoughts. I give up fuck it I can't take it anymore. Universe god whatever you are fucking kill me please. I just want to die. Please just stop stop the voice in my head. Just fucking shut up. Just fucking shut up. Someday I'll become a monster over and over It screams. Someday I'll become a monster over and over.
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Smoak
02:44
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Absorbing all this negativity and it's starting to kill me. Constantly feeling aggressive guilt. An empty pit inside myself. Blaze tough everyday just to stave off the pain. The truth is I just care too fucking much. Empathetic to the point of self destruction. Drained of every last drop of graciousness. This rough exterior is all that is left of what once was. Suffering eternally silently in agony screaming internally hemorrhaging lucidity. Suffering eternally silently in agony screaming internally hemorrhaging lucidity. Bite the fucking dust. Put me 6 ft under. My grave give me comfort. Just don't make me feel like this anymore.
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