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Expose
00:56
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Parasite
03:05
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You wasted so much of my fucking time just to get by
I never wanted it to be this way
How could you turn your back on me
Now that I see what this has come to be
You're fucking blind
You cannot see
You've become the thing you never wanted to be
You've buried yourself so get away from me
You’ve buried yourself so get away from me
You’ve buried yourself so get away from me
You're full of shit I'm so sick of this
Every story caught up to you in the end you tell again and again
Please get over your shit
And get on with it
Don't want to hear you bitch
You talk the talk but won't walk the walk
Stay stuck in your place
You fucking disgrace
Now that I've moved on
It's all been said and done
Feels like I can breath again
My lungs no longer ache from the poison
Now that it moved on
The thoughts in the back of my mind
Are reminders of what not to be
You scum
That's what you are to me
It's so hard to trust anyone
This broken friendship was bound to become undone
Burned by the fires of the sun
This feeling hurts but I'm not concerned
It's what is best for me
When will you ever learn
I'm passing by walking on my two feet
The wounds are fresh and now I'll leave
I'm passing by walking on my two feet
The wounds are fresh and now I'll leave
You talk the talk but you'll never walk the walk
Don't want to hear your thoughts
You're driving me insane
I've had enough
Just come out clean that is all you had to do
Just know I'll never be a scumbag like you
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Serpent Fangs
03:55
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Blinded by fictitious feelings
I've become devoid of hope
Relying on my crutch to take me out of my own life
A decrepit man I accept my self for what I am
I've been living a lie
Just a waste of time
Absorbing my sorrow through my own wounds
Years have past, how long will.this last
I just want to feel whole again
My family my friends
Have waited until there end
Where did it all go wrong
Was it when I let the serpent fangs enter my veins
Or was it when I fell under the temptation of euphoria
I've been plagued by the beast
I've been branded by its mark
Fell victim to the lies of my demons
I've gone blind from the toxic fumes surrounding my eyes
No one gave a fuck so why should I continue to carry on
I'm so sick
And fed up
I'm done
I’m so sick and fed up, I’m done
Where did it all go wrong
Was it when I let the serpents fangs enter my veins
Or was it when I fell under the temptation of euphoria
If I continue to travel down this path
There'll be nothing left for me
Just broken homes and withered bones
I've been plagued by the beast
I've been branded by its mark
Fell victim to the lies
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Defiance
02:35
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I am a broken man
Tired and upset
This phantom of depression bears down on my chest
I don't know where everything went
Please don't fade away
I'm sorry for the way I am
I’m sorry for the way I am
The structure of my integrity is starting to collapse
Every day brings a different agenda
Narcissistic shell of a man
The truth hurts
I'm a fucking liar
But I will not let that define the person that I am
Defiance
It's been a year since I've looked at myself
And didn't wish it was somebody else
Staring back at me in the mirror
But it's a broken image of a failure
Every word I said to you
Every thing I fucking put you through
Is a tribute to my own despair
It’s a humble reminder of where I almost went
To the bottom of a bottle
Endless cycle of a family curse
Reality ceases to exist
Another day in this nightmare
But I will choose to wake up
I refuse to waste a life once loved
And from all this I have learned
Never turn your back on trust
Defiance
I am lost
Fucking lost without you
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Deceive the population
Through fear of damnation
Why can't you see the corruption and greed
That you pray to while you're living on your knees
Believing the lies, waiting to die, while bliss overlooks your life
I have lived in the dark with no
response to the questions of life
There's no truth in what I was taught
Purge your mind enslaved by God
Open your thoughts to the possibility
That there's no one looking down upon you
I understand the want for closure
But there's nothing really there
To grab onto in the end
I will not sell out my beliefs
To accept a cult mentality
Stand my ground embrace the judgement
Living as the black sheep
It sickens me to the core you're repulsed by the fact that I can think for myself
I'm waiting for the day to be family again when you can accept somebody else
I have lived in the dark with no
Response to the questions of life
There's no truth in what I was taught
Purge your mind enslaved by God
They deceive the population
Through the fear of damnation
How can you not see the corruption and greed
That holds you on your knees
Purge your minds enslaved by God
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Edge of Chaos
01:17
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Apparition
03:55
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Apparition; my fucking ghost
This is a reality that I have come to fear
Everything changes when a best friend disappears
I can't imagine the pain that you were in
Walking experiment to the white coats the run the world with
Capsules of empty promises
Of a normal life without any ailments
Every day is a constant reminder of when
(I didn't know death and there was no means to an end)
But now I'm plagued by the fear of friends wasting away
(I can't accept the fact that you'll only live on in my memories)
So much loyalty in the legacy that you left behind
Never broken never alone
There's a part of me that can't believe that you're really gone
And I can't accept the fact that it won't be the same
I travel the broken roads of my mind every day looking for you
But you're not coming back
Accept the fact that you're not coming back
The pain we feel
It never fucking heals
Every day is a constant reminder of when
(I didn't know death and there was no means to an end)
But now I'm plagued by the fear of friends wasting away
(I can't accept that you'll only live on in my memories)
Every day is a constant reminder of when
(I didn't know death and there was no means to an end)
But now I'm plagued by the fear of friends wasting away
(I can't accept that you'll only live on in my memories)
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