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Therapy
02:51
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I watch her scrawl "referral- counseling, anxiety, low self esteem" on a small prescription paper
Laughing at myself for letting it get this far
Put in a box by a licensed professional
Taken down a notch, I've missed the bar
Just put on a happy face, smile for the camera
Pretend you've collected yourself, don't be who you really are
Don't trust them
Never trust them
Because if they're right, you're getting worse, and you know they are
I've been feeling so alone,
I've been putting everybody else before myself
I've been searching for a reason to live,
It's kind of hard when you're crawling in your skin
How did these demons get in?
But maybe I'm just thinking about this all wrong,
My open wounds have festered for so long
Maybe this might not really be all about me,
Maybe you're the one who really needs the therapy
We're all so hopeless
Ignorant and helpless
They say ignorance is bliss
Now I know it all and I'm not impressed
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True Apathy
02:24
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Bodies on the table but I swear I'm just like you,
Search around the room for something new,
Life is beginning to lose its thrill
I only live for my next kill.
The mask I wear has a smile on its face, but I've never felt a smile I wouldn't call out of place
I'm searching for some validation
Walking through this life without some sweet emotion
I can't stand all the big introductions
Without a scalpel I can barely function
I've been faking this life
This happiness has never even been mine
There is no soul in this body
I'd be more at home in a coffin.
I've never felt a single real heartbeat
My emotions died the day I came to life
I grew up only fighting the I thoughts
Daddy always taught me so I wouldn't get caught
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Lethal Attraction
02:39
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I'm more messed up than I thought I was
Talk it out but it's never enough
Take out your anger on me, paint me with the blood from your hands
I'm getting weaker, each time that I see her, my legs they will buckle under weight of broken plans
She can take me apart, silence the room and stop my heart,
She can rip the soul right from my chest but she's a sadist and a work of art.
I couldn't let her go if I tried, is it worth the pain to say goodbye?
I can't help myself, I'm not alright,
She wouldn't let me down before I died.
I could never forget a face like that one, I'm stepping forward and then falling backwards,
I leave the silence for her to say those words,
I know she means it, but she can't and it still hurts.
I'm more messed up than I thought I was,
Talk it out but it's never enough.
Take out your anger on me, paint me with the blood from your hands.
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Vows
02:31
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You took me out of the picture again
You want me out of your life, then you got it!
Not looking for games, I don't want it!
I don't need your explanations, excuses
It'd be a better use of your time to tie nooses
I'm all out of forgiveness, I'm not sorry
For the loss you've experienced
You're sick and twisted, psychopathic, just not worth my time.
It's all the same to me, every word you speak, is another lie spat out through your poisoned teeth,
Don't try to prove me wrong, I've got all the evidence I ever needed.
If I judged a book by its cover, your pages are filled with nothing but filth.
Get off of your knees and take your medicine, make sure you write him into your will.
Your empty vows don't mean a thing to me, it's not worth it to swear on your life.
Lay in your bed and cry yourself to sleep
I'm sick of listening to your worn out lies.
Your empty vows don't mean a thing to me.
I'd rather sit and watch you bleed.
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