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Self​-​Helpless

by Introvert

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1.
Stay Alone 02:32
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Saint Jude look down on me Cause I am just like you A broken man with nothing to lose A lost cause Or nothing at all? Just nights wasted Waiting up for your call. I only know it's the bottom because I feel at home Cause this hopelessness is all I've ever known Even in my best dreams I'm still all alone And all my fucking friends have moved on on their own You think I would have learned by now To plant my roots in fucking fertile ground But this soil is barren And when i needed you, you weren't around "I hope you're happy Spending tonight all alone When everyone you love Has someone else to hold." Blegh. "Well things can't always stay the same." Isn't that what you said? Is he that much better That you'd rather have his love instead? No more waiting for your call No more circling the phone No more you and me at all I should have fucking stayed alone Knees bled begging Hands covered in dirt If I'd have just stayed alone. I would've never gotten hurt
2.
Psycho-Semantics 02:35
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This heart to heart left me With a chest wide open And now I'm drowning in Words unspoken I was just a thought running through your mind Because I thought i was yours And that would make you mine I realize I'm just a waste of your time Another sucker strangled on your line. My face is turning blue I'm running out of time I can't live this life without you by my fucking side. My face is turning blue I’m running out of time I can’t live this life without you so I’ll just take mine. Give them back How could I be so naive? How can I even sleep When you stole my dreams
3.
Object Permanence Theory 03:16
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I spent all night writing my suicide note; Detailing all the steps I took to gather the rope And tie it tightly to the rafters, looping it around my neck, kick the chair out and hang till I choke Fuck. I’ve still got a fucking ocean inside of my head I still think that Im worthless, and better off dead I’m still a nervous wreck Still begging to get strung up by my neck But I’m already hanging on every word that you said And so ashamed of this pathetic life I’ve lead. What the fuck did you mean "I'll never let go" I'm all alone Alone is all I've ever known What the fuck did you mean You'd never let go? You're gone now And I've got nowhere to go I'm worn out Beaten by sleepless nights Exhausted hours spent trying to put up a fight Tired from a life spent pretending it’s all alright I can't remember the last time I felt at home I can't remember the last time I had someone to hold I'm all alone now, living life on my own I've passed up every chance I had to grow. I believe that people change Or else we would have stayed the same Hand in hand and I would still be Enchanted by your name. But people change for no good reason And your ghost has left me cursed. I live my life from the back of a hearse I lost the game, I gave up first I believe that people change But only for the worse.
4.
A Song for the Spineless (ft. Kyle Medina of Bodysnatcher and Taylor Bryant of Beacons) 02:24
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LETS TALK ABOUT BETRAYAL AND BEING DEAD INSIDE I will rip out your eyes And fucking feed them to you So you can see what it's like living in a nightmare, too You were family A fucking brother you see We once saw eye to eye But look where that got me It broke my legs Left me blind So I couldn't watch you turn your back When you left me behind You know where this is going "I'm such a nervous wreck" I'm a waste of life Who deserves to get strung up by the neck Not this time, Not this time You're gonna fucking see You fucked with the wrong person When you fucked with me. Down on your fucking knees A lifeless corpse is all you'll ever be How can you say we were family When all we share now Is everything you took from me This is my revenge Payback for all your lies You can't run, you can't hide You can't speak, you can't lie. I will buckle both your knees And break toes till you scream I'll bury you just like you buried my dreams I'll do all things to you That your words did to me
5.
Insomaniacal 01:48
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I'm sick of finding happiness in lonely days Hating myself and dwelling on my mistakes And I'm tired of jumping at the phone Even though it's never your call But if it weren't for the bad days I'd never get out of bed at all
6.
Obsessive Overthinking 02:17
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I was put on this earth to hurt and cause hurt born from waste to rest in dirt, That is all I’m worth I’ve spent years living life as a ghost Proof to myself I’m what I hate the most I’d give anything to have a fucking purpose To wake up one morning not feeling fucking worthless Every day’s a waste and the nights are the same What’s the point of starting over when I’ll still be to blame. Remember when I said I learned from my mistakes? I lied; I’m still pathetic, still a fucking fake. Still have my head underwater, still gasping for breath Still a man on the edge, still seconds from death. I've always been obsessive A slave to routine Planning out my deathbed since I was seventeen My deathbed’s my own I’ve made my grave my home If I couldn’t change for you Or for what we could be I don’t see the point in trying to breathe.
7.
I Am So Sad. So Very, Very Sad (ft. Jack McAnulty of Failure) 02:52
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Sing me that song again About how in the end "Maybe we can just be friends” But we can't; I'm just a dead end I'm born from dirt Beaten, broken and hurt I’ve lived this life knowing I'll die for nothing Cause that's what I'm worth Ashes to ashes We all fall down Ashes to ashes Someone put me In the ground Ashes to ashes dust to dirt All I'll ever know is hurt You held my head under the waves Replaceable, I took your word One sheep, two sheep, three sheep, four Put me in the ground let me sleep forever more Drain the fluids from my wrist Tell me why I should exist If there was a book I could read Or words I could say Any-fucking-thing to make me change my ways I'd do it all in a second and never look back But you’d be there to remind me of the things that I lack. How can I learn from my past When I can’t look back? I’ll call this the end As it all fades to black
8.
Sad Max: Beyond Bummerdome 03:05
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My whole life I've played victim Claimed the innocent one That's not right, Truth is I was the one with the gun Caught in the act, red handed What do I do now When who I am catches up With all the things that I’ve done? I've been looking for love in all the wrong places Trusting every soft hand And too many kind faces But here we go again I thought you were the one, How do I cope with loss When it was me who fucked up? I’m still not over you, and I’ll never be. I still trace back the guilt; it always starts with me. So what now? I guess it’s back to the gallows. Relax? Relax? Don't fucking tell me that. After I pulled out the knife That you left in my back. Fine? Fine? Don't fucking waste my time. Because of you I lost all my friends And I'm losing my mind. Life forced blame down my throat Filled my stomach with guilt Put my conscience to sleep And loaded my palms with these pills One by one they go down But they don’t fucking make a change How do I find peace of mind when I’m fucking deranged?
9.
A Disease Cured by Bloodletting 03:01
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I wish I could bleed my family name Out from inside of my veins So my father and mother would know no shame I'm a waste of my father's face A fucking bitter taste Stuck to your tongue Like a flavor you hate How can I love you When I can't love myself Where do I go When I'm locked out of hell I’m nothing but filth, a monster drowning in guilt A fucking waste of life Not worth the space I fill. Uuuuugh. I never wanted to let down the ones I love. I never thought I’d be the one who’s not enough. For twenty three fucking years I swore sobriety Twenty three years, look at where It got me: I lost all hope, I lost my friends, I lost my family I lost the light inside my eyes, I lost my sanity What do I do when my goals have turned to nightmares? What now when every face is made of blank stares? FUCK I just want to bleed out my family name So my parents don’t have to be ashamed I am a liar I am a fake I am letdown I am a thief. I am an introvert.
10.
Mulligan//The Introvert (ft. Sean Loucks of Animal) 02:24
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I thank god every day That every seven years The cells in my body fade And soon enough Not a single one will have seen your face. Follow the leader Fall in line I've fallen so many times I'm losing my mind If I said I was sorry would the outcome change in any way? If it would I'd say sorry every single day I'm sorry I'm pathetic I'm sorry I lied I'm sorry that I'm anxious I'm sorry I tried. She was every happy moment She was every dollar spent She is Anxiety. Still killing me slowly. Help Me, Oh, Help Me You know how hard it is Just to grab your neck While you’re kicking me Laying on your back? I don’t know who I am anymore. I Am An Introvert. Gun to my head Squeeze it till its dry My life is a death sentence. Why do I even try?

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We present to you Self-Helpless, the debut full-length album by Michigan/Pennsylvania's bummer beatdown duo, Introvert.

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Connor Welsh - Vocals/Drums
Eric Fletcher - Guitar/Bass/Effects
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All lyrics by Connor Welsh,
with the exception of Jack McAnulty and Sean Loucks contributions on their respective tracks

All music by Eric Fletcher and Connor Welsh

Mixed, mastered and otherwise made possible by Eric Fletcher
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released September 17, 2015

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