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Texas Torment
02:45
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My hunger for violence grows quickly
My head pounds from the hate inside
Don’t scream just yet, I haven’t got inside your head
I’m desperate to feel you fingers dig into my skin, show me the true fucking face of fear
As I come to grip my reality, misery takes me in and holds me tightly.
Smothering my sense of feelings, all I feel is hate. I feel the need for bloodshed
I will tear your fucking eyes out.
Don’t hide, don’t run, This your death and it’s just begun.
Soon to bury you under the scorching sun
Pest, I will erase your mess.
I will spill out your insides
You will rot away
My hunger for violence grows quickly
My head pounds from the hate inside
Take your final breath, look into my eyes and see that I’m dead inside
Your hollowed out body lays at my feet
Texas torment
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Loathe
02:46
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Now I can feel the pain within and it’s
Crawling in my skin, pulling me to my end, To my end.
It’s burrowing into my head and inching its way to my heart, I’ve never felt hate like this before. I’ll let it kill my thoughts so I can hate you all like never before.
I know I am sick, and I won't see the light again.
All I hear is voices screaming my name and I can feel them in my bones like the hate inside my veins. No one is safe in my head, get out of my head, get out of my head.
Now I can feel the pain within and it’s
Crawling in my skin, pulling me to my end, To my end.
Slow my beating heart
Rotting from the inside out.
I despise our hopeless earth.
I despise. I despise, fuck
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Hunted
01:20
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[Instrumental]
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I’ve found you, now you’re stranded and alone, I’ve watched your moves every step and every turn
Now that I have you in my grasp I won’t let you leave
I want to watch you lose the will to breathe
This sickness that plagues my fucking mind has filled me with pleasure as I watch you slowly die
As I watch you slowly die
I felt your death as you hopelessly choked
And with my hands around your throat
I felt you leave your lifeless corpse
But I didn’t feel any fucking remorse
Because this is life just taking its course
I’ve found you, now you’re stranded and alone, I’ve watched your moves ever step and turn
I followed you cause the illness in my mind clouds my vision and leaves me fucking blind
The suffocation of your withered soul has taken a great piece of me
As you gasp your last breath of air, I saw the face of god shed a tear
Now that I have you in my grasp I won’t let you leave
I want to watch you lose the will to breathe
This sickness that plagues my fucking mind has filled me with pleasure as I watch you slowly die
Every time I have to watch someone die
It withers more of my tainted life
I saw the face of god shed a tear
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Lamentations
02:40
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I’m sorry for everything, I realize all the loss I've caused
And it’s weighing down on me, I’ve met my flaws
And they told me I’m sick
They told me just to accept it
And it’s weighing down on me, so I’ll sink low for eternity
I feel my demons graze the top of my broken back getting ready to dig in for all the necks I’ve cracked
Every night they lay by my side
They say we only matter when we die
I’m sorry for all the pain I’ve cause
I’m so sorry, I know I’m Ill
I’m sorry for all the pain I’ve cause
I’m so sorry, I know I’m Ill
I’m sorry for everything, I realize all the loss I've caused
And it’s weighing down on me, I’ve met my flaws
Searching for a reason to live because I have to live with myself every fucking day
I need hope, a way out of here, I’m trapped in my head with these voices that hate me
What have I done, I wish I could just tell someone
But I can’t even fucking help myself, my head is my own hell
The voices say that I’m okay but I know that I’m not
I’m so sorry for all the loss that I’ve fucking caused, I have to live with it now and it’s weighing down my thoughts
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The Neglect Effect
03:20
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My innocence was robbed and pulled out from under me
Behind the curtains I was bruised eternally
By the man and woman who were suppose to raise me
And As a fucking child I was beaten by my insecurities
As a man, I like to see it from the other side
I am not the one cowering under bitter eyes
I let this feeling saturate inside of my soul
Soak up all my pain and now I feel it growing old
I’ve come to see what an evil man I fucking am
I’m trying to except my illness and now I feel regret
I’ve come to conclusion I won’t ever get better
This is what happens from the neglect effect
Father, mother, what have we done
My childhood memories, infected my blood stream
Beaten by my own, who was suppose to fill me with the feeling of safety
And now I can’t stop killing people who look into me.
I saw my soul and innocence deteriorate into nothing
My innocence was robbed and pulled out from under me
Behind the curtains I was bruised eternally
By the man and woman who were suppose to raise me
As a man, I like to see it from the other side
I am not the one cowering under bitter eyes
I let this feeling saturate inside of my soul
Soak up all my pain and now I feel it growing old
From the other side, I like to see people suffer since I suffered early in my life
It felt fulfilling being the one to cause their pain
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Malevolent
03:01
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A blanket of darkness glides down and covers my eyes
A malevolent entity scratches at the back of my mind
I’m so cold and dissociating the world from my existence, I want to be left alone. I want to feel the shiver rattle me to my core. I want to be left alone.
My thoughts become aware the farther I sink into my shell, I feel the feeling growing deep down inside of me. It’s writhing through my head, I can’t get it out and I can’t forget.
“A blanket of darkness glides down and covers my eyes, A malevolent entity scratches at the back of my mind”
The self hatred only speaks the truth, I’ve opened my eyes to see the death of my youth. I don’t need any fucking help, I’ve accepted the downfall of myself.
Locked inside my own head, so I can find death
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Hara-Kiri
00:59
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[Instrumental]
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Pandemonium
03:22
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Now I lay myself to sleep so I can end my suffering
This vessel I control no longer needs me in it’s home
Let me sleep for eternity for hell will be better than this
I can’t live with the agony and its hands around my throat with my demons on my shoulders, they burrow in my skull.
Burrow in my skull
I don’t want to see the sun rise another time
It’s so miserable living with all that I call mine
The mental state, the regret I kept inside
It’s festering within me and eating me alive
Hell would be better this
I can’t live with myself so let me disappear
God, why have you cursed me with my pain?
I have become all my youth has feared
Let me drown, let me rot, let me get away from what I’ve become
Let me escape, get rid of my pain, I don’t want to see another light of day
Now I lay myself to sleep so I can end my suffering
This vessel I control no longer needs me in it’s home
Fuck
The mental state, the regret I kept inside
It’s festering within me and eating me alive
The mental state, the one that took those peoples lives
Has grown inside of me and now it taking mine to hell
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