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Snake Eater
01:58
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In a series of doubts
I’m convinced you’re the reason I’ve felt trapped
(I think I’m bleeding out)
Or is it my patience that’s managed to snap
(Managed to snap)
Your body, is a vessel, a gateway to lustrous disease
I’ve been thinking too long about how good it might feel when you’re begging for mercy
Give it to me
I long to see the tears scrape the skin of your face
Selfish enough to play the victim and your birthright is a disgrace
You’ve turned your back on me for the last time
So step up you manging cunt
I’ll stomp your face into the fucking cement
Snake
Eater
Lie to my fucking face
You were a talent that went to waste
When all the booze and the drugs came into play
SNAKE
Snake
Eater
Lie to my fucking face
Snake
Eater
Lie to my fucking face
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No sympathy
Subject to misery
Hang em high and
Decimate the fucking weak
I had hopes to see your body twirl
Suspended by the rope made from the home you broke And
there’s no amount of mercy left in this world
That will forgive you for the fucking way that you left that girl
Get Fucked
I hate to say it but I’m used to the abuse by now
But it will end once you’re
Six feet below the ground
No sympathy
Subject to misery
Hang em high and
Decimate the fucking weak
(YOU WILL FUCKING PAY FOR YOUR)
Disgusting
Lack of fucking compassion
Beg for forgiveness
I will spit on your ashes
Nothing will save you from this hate that I feel
As disdain washes over me
I used to fear you every single day
Tears stain my face for display
I hope you’re
Beaten before your death
“Pure scum”
Scarred in stitches across your forehead
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Neglected
03:40
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You can never let me be happy
That’s how it’s meant to be
I think that’s what love feels like
I can’t tell if that’s what’s right
I feel so used and abused
i’m just an object of spite
I knew it all i along i was just to get you by
I tried so hard just to be everything you ever wanted
I tried so hard just to be enough for you
At the end of the day the wall meets my fist
You wore your heart on your sleeve
And mine on your wrist
Years passed everything
has stayed the same
You were the one who changed
Never enough
I tried so hard just to be everything you ever wanted
I tried so hard just to be enough for you
I gave you everything
You’re all that I wanted
Now I’m living here alone
Maybe I deserved it
Why are you so adamant
In making me feel inadequate
FUCK
Because of you
I no longer know what it means to be comfortable in my own skin
How do you fucking sleep at night
Stab your knife into my back
You fucking hypocrite
How do you sleep at night like
You can fucking stomach it
I can see you forgot about me
3 years was too long to save my fucking memory
If love isn't making someone feel rejected
Then why was I so
Fucking neglected
You son of a bitch
Fuck you for what you did to me
Hang my body from the rafters with your malice filled words
And then tell me once again why I belong in the
FUCKING DIRT
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I resent
The validation of a false life
Nothing to find when you're looking with Dead eyes
A blank life
A miserable existence
Worth nothing
I think it's time to end this
ILL PAINT THE FUCKING WALLS WITH THE
Remnants of my skull
I never felt like I belonged
Only longing to be loved
Not even
GOD CAN SAVE ME
Nothing but a blank existence
Nameless faceless
Burning bridges
I've waited so damn long for this
Not like I ever even fucking existed
Standing high always dreading the come down
Substance substance substance
Is all that keeps me going
Downing bottle after bottle
Something has to work
Noose around my neck
In blood I'll write my final words
"I BELONG IN THE FUCKING DIRT"
7 years 7 years of this shit
Today will be the day
That I finally end all of it
I can’t take much more I’m seeking an answer
I’ve longed for the day sleep became eternal
God has turned the other way
BLANK
BLANK
I Can’t fucking take anymore I’m
BLANK
BLANK
Anxiety hang my brittle body
FUCK
What ever happened to me
Things used to be so carefree
Now I'd give anything
Just to make sure that I don't breathe
This blank existence
I'm nothing but a burden
This blank existence
I am worth nothing
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Another day I'll try my hardest to please you
When all along Im just a toy in your sick game
You spend your life always doing the same thing
Treating me like shit because you know that I'll stay
I was always your second pick
And I'm fucking sick
Of putting up with it
I sure hope it was worth it
Seeking validation
From everyone's dick
So here's the thick of it
I'm disgusted
I'm appalled by your very presence
You are no fucking saint at all
I'm disgusted
I'm am sick of your mere existence
Who the fuck do you think you are
Take the liar
Drive her head through the floorboards
I wanna hear you scream
You took everything I had to give and threw it away
To you all I am is just another fucking
mistake
Did you ever even care for me
Or Care for us
Or were you only in it for a fuck
Another day I'll try my hardest to please you
I am submerged by contempt
FUCK
I HOPE YOU KICK THE CHAIR FROM UNDER YOUR FEET
I WILL WATCH YOU ROT
I WILL WATCH YOU ROT
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