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The Product of Self Hatred EP

by Grieve

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1.
Snake Eater 01:58
In a series of doubts I’m convinced you’re the reason I’ve felt trapped (I think I’m bleeding out) Or is it my patience that’s managed to snap (Managed to snap) Your body, is a vessel, a gateway to lustrous disease I’ve been thinking too long about how good it might feel when you’re begging for mercy Give it to me I long to see the tears scrape the skin of your face Selfish enough to play the victim and your birthright is a disgrace You’ve turned your back on me for the last time So step up you manging cunt I’ll stomp your face into the fucking cement Snake Eater Lie to my fucking face You were a talent that went to waste When all the booze and the drugs came into play SNAKE Snake Eater Lie to my fucking face Snake Eater Lie to my fucking face
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No sympathy Subject to misery Hang em high and Decimate the fucking weak I had hopes to see your body twirl Suspended by the rope made from the home you broke And there’s no amount of mercy left in this world That will forgive you for the fucking way that you left that girl Get Fucked I hate to say it but I’m used to the abuse by now But it will end once you’re Six feet below the ground No sympathy Subject to misery Hang em high and Decimate the fucking weak (YOU WILL FUCKING PAY FOR YOUR) Disgusting Lack of fucking compassion Beg for forgiveness I will spit on your ashes Nothing will save you from this hate that I feel As disdain washes over me I used to fear you every single day Tears stain my face for display I hope you’re Beaten before your death “Pure scum” Scarred in stitches across your forehead
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Neglected 03:40
You can never let me be happy That’s how it’s meant to be I think that’s what love feels like I can’t tell if that’s what’s right I feel so used and abused i’m just an object of spite I knew it all i along i was just to get you by I tried so hard just to be everything you ever wanted I tried so hard just to be enough for you At the end of the day the wall meets my fist You wore your heart on your sleeve And mine on your wrist Years passed everything has stayed the same You were the one who changed Never enough I tried so hard just to be everything you ever wanted I tried so hard just to be enough for you I gave you everything You’re all that I wanted Now I’m living here alone Maybe I deserved it Why are you so adamant In making me feel inadequate FUCK Because of you I no longer know what it means to be comfortable in my own skin How do you fucking sleep at night Stab your knife into my back You fucking hypocrite How do you sleep at night like You can fucking stomach it I can see you forgot about me 3 years was too long to save my fucking memory If love isn't making someone feel rejected Then why was I so Fucking neglected You son of a bitch Fuck you for what you did to me Hang my body from the rafters with your malice filled words And then tell me once again why I belong in the FUCKING DIRT
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I resent The validation of a false life Nothing to find when you're looking with Dead eyes A blank life A miserable existence Worth nothing I think it's time to end this ILL PAINT THE FUCKING WALLS WITH THE Remnants of my skull I never felt like I belonged Only longing to be loved Not even GOD CAN SAVE ME Nothing but a blank existence Nameless faceless Burning bridges I've waited so damn long for this Not like I ever even fucking existed Standing high always dreading the come down Substance substance substance Is all that keeps me going Downing bottle after bottle Something has to work Noose around my neck In blood I'll write my final words "I BELONG IN THE FUCKING DIRT" 7 years 7 years of this shit Today will be the day That I finally end all of it I can’t take much more I’m seeking an answer I’ve longed for the day sleep became eternal God has turned the other way BLANK BLANK I Can’t fucking take anymore I’m BLANK BLANK Anxiety hang my brittle body FUCK What ever happened to me Things used to be so carefree Now I'd give anything Just to make sure that I don't breathe This blank existence I'm nothing but a burden This blank existence I am worth nothing
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Another day I'll try my hardest to please you When all along Im just a toy in your sick game You spend your life always doing the same thing Treating me like shit because you know that I'll stay I was always your second pick And I'm fucking sick Of putting up with it I sure hope it was worth it Seeking validation From everyone's dick So here's the thick of it I'm disgusted I'm appalled by your very presence You are no fucking saint at all I'm disgusted I'm am sick of your mere existence Who the fuck do you think you are Take the liar Drive her head through the floorboards I wanna hear you scream You took everything I had to give and threw it away To you all I am is just another fucking mistake Did you ever even care for me Or Care for us Or were you only in it for a fuck Another day I'll try my hardest to please you I am submerged by contempt FUCK I HOPE YOU KICK THE CHAIR FROM UNDER YOUR FEET I WILL WATCH YOU ROT I WILL WATCH YOU ROT

about

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Trapped inside ones own head with a series of doubts, searching for an escape... Grieve is here with the debut EP 'The Product of Self Hatred'. Featuring a trio of guest vocal appearances to get your interest peaked, Greive boasts dissonant drop tuned guitars, sample-based melodies, and dynamic vocals. With themes of angst, neglect, self-destructiveness and paranoia, these are among but a few traits to be found in this diverse EP of 15 short minutes that will leave you begging for more. Let the loathing and misery commence.
Nu-Metalcore from Orlando, FL
FFO: Weeping Wound, Sworn In, Varials, Orthodox
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Scott Ellis - Vocals
Dylan Turner - Guitar
Eddie Diaz - Drums
Aaron Kidder - Bass
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released January 10, 2020

Production/Engineering by James Lewis at Forerunner Recordings
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Mastering by Simon Hawemann at Sludge Studios
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Artwork by Tyler Dennen / Layout by Dylan Turner

Printed & Distributed by Chugcore Records
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