Suicide Shiva (ft. Devin MacGillivray of Villains and Daimien Hartranft of Irrita)
from Abjection EP by Introvert
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lyrics
I've been pulling hair out of my head
Make a rope. Tie a know. Hang till I'm dead.
Or maybe stuff it back down my throat
Till a choke
Just to throw it all up
Like every lie you spoke.
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I'm plagued by demons
The ghost of you
Kicking and punching at my head
The product of abuse
I would die
Just to escape these ghosts
But life won't be leave me behind
No matter what I try.
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This is the end of my rope
I hope, I hope
I'm hanging at the end of my rope.
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This is the end of my rope
As I lose all will
The voice in my head spoke:
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(Devin MacGillivray of Villains)
I've spent three years fighting demons cause by anxiety.
Just when I get the upper hand,
They get the best of me.
They ripped up the roots I planted
Stripped my dreams of the seeds
Fashioned rope out of my hope
So they can hang me.
But I won't let them win;
Between the gun to my head
And the blade at my wrist
I refuse to give in
I'll put an end to all this
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(Daimien Hartranft of Irrita)
I feel my self control slipping away,
sinking below
It won’t do what it’s told.
It's clear these demons won't rest until I'm fucking dead
I'll sink this blade beneath my skin
I'll blow them out of my head.
Farewell
Goodnight
Absolved of failure. Absolved of blight.
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Plug this hole in my noose
With my head and my neck
I hope my tombstone reads:
(All Three)
"Here lies a nervous wreck”
Make a rope. Tie a know. Hang till I'm dead.
Or maybe stuff it back down my throat
Till a choke
Just to throw it all up
Like every lie you spoke.
--
I'm plagued by demons
The ghost of you
Kicking and punching at my head
The product of abuse
I would die
Just to escape these ghosts
But life won't be leave me behind
No matter what I try.
--
This is the end of my rope
I hope, I hope
I'm hanging at the end of my rope.
--
This is the end of my rope
As I lose all will
The voice in my head spoke:
--
(Devin MacGillivray of Villains)
I've spent three years fighting demons cause by anxiety.
Just when I get the upper hand,
They get the best of me.
They ripped up the roots I planted
Stripped my dreams of the seeds
Fashioned rope out of my hope
So they can hang me.
But I won't let them win;
Between the gun to my head
And the blade at my wrist
I refuse to give in
I'll put an end to all this
--
(Daimien Hartranft of Irrita)
I feel my self control slipping away,
sinking below
It won’t do what it’s told.
It's clear these demons won't rest until I'm fucking dead
I'll sink this blade beneath my skin
I'll blow them out of my head.
Farewell
Goodnight
Absolved of failure. Absolved of blight.
--
Plug this hole in my noose
With my head and my neck
I hope my tombstone reads:
(All Three)
"Here lies a nervous wreck”
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from Abjection EP,
released December 26, 2014
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